Tuesday, January 30, 2007
ya.. is a long long long time since i wrote de last blog.. hmmm.. ya.. many things has happen till i dunno wad to say to express it out. i jus noe i fail.. i fail tt day when i met her.. but i noe. i gain something which i hv no regret to let her go frm my life...
whole 1 month didnt update i hv my own reason.. sry to let u guys wait fer my new updates.. ya.. i miss her.. i work. spend times.. kill times.. wad i could do is.. let things goes and head forward to life... book of memories, album of memories, gifts of memories has being done tt 5 days.. spendin so much time to show her i am sincere and cares.. wanna get back to r/s.. but still she insist of letting go.. and oso avoid meeting mi tt day.. chase her at bishan park.. ya.. indeed.. i go up to her.. but seems like de tok wasnt tt smoothly and gud.. i saw her emotion.. i saw her expression.. i saw her eyes slowly turns red.. is her view to mi and saying those heartless words.. i knew she was lying.. tt wasnt out frm her real heart.. but end up.. i choose to let her go.. why? bec0s i noe she is worry abt mi.. she dun wanna let her parents to worry her.. i understand.. i completely understand... i respect her decide.. as i noe in her heart there still a jinng yi. till nw.. i dunno whether there's a not.. but i hv no regrets..
jan gg to pass soon.. ya.. open my social lifes.. noe more pple.. get to noe tis ger... but how to express it? feel i cant be so unfaithful to ting.. but in de other hand.. she treat mi so gud? how can i do to let both sides to be fair and a happy ending? wad choice i shld do? nid sometime to ferget ting? how could i? how much times? i don even noe when i could.. seems so unfair.. i beri tired.. really so tired.. senstive? wad i done cant gain anything trust ? i dunno wad i can do really.. i feel like givin up... but tink back i seems like being so unfair...
heard frm her saying Ting delicated a song fer mi.. tellin mi she do hv feelings fer mi.. well.. izzit true? i dun tink she will do tt kind of things.. even her friends told mi.. but how in tis word so QIAO? SHU TING to JINNG YI.. my name is so common? haiz.. i dunno la..
V day is comin.. i guess i would rather spend it alone.. anyway i used to it.. is being 3 years.. add on to another year makes no diff... dunno whether ting has found her true love or met a gud guy? hope she spend her V day well tis year... really appreciate she wun reject de things i intend to give...if can get to see her once more would it be betta? nah. i dunno.. haiz...
love is respect and accept wad he/she gives but not to demand frm her.. upset but to accept de fact.. i really nid to thanx god fer letting mi hv a chances to hv such a wonderful and nice memories i hv wif her.. as wad she has say.. mayb there's another chances or fate.. we might meet in de future..
i guess i nid some time to tink over some issue.. i dun wanna hurt so many pple.. so do i nid somtime to tink thru it.. mayb i nt de right 1... guess i'm nt.. some1 out there can be much betta den u do.. am i right? i dunno oso.. mayb let times prove everything...
JinngYi
released at.. [1/30/2007 06:49:00 PM]
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
haiz... some1 wanna mi to blog.. well.. anyway.. i hv something to write too.. wasnt happy since i came back and siting infront of my com...
life wasnt gud these days although i kip on working.. her image kip on appearing.. haiz.. really dunno wad to say.. i really hv no comment.. every time i reach home.. 1st ting i do is.. check whether she online a not.. change nick a not.. go friendster a not.. well.. is kinda stupid la.. but i really fear she will really change her nick...
guess wad? today she really change back her nick to normal.. and her friendster has gone back to single liao... haiz.. izzit a real ans? izzit wad she really wants? wad she told mi tt time was de a real ans? omg... i really dun wish to face tis issue... her feelin really fade... things tt i dun wish happen has happened....
shld i carry on wait till she start sch? and go face to face tok to her? haiz.. feel like.. makin her irratating... omg.. tis time round she really gif up on mi ler... i guess i nid some time to heal ba... i feel i am so stupid.. feel like an idiot... working so hard everyday so tt time can pass soon.. hope jan will come soon... but den... i guess there's no point ler la... how i wish i can get to see her once.. and go out wif her one more time... i will be satisfy enuff ler.... really dun wish to contact mi ler ma? online ler dun even wanna tok to mi... haiz...
JinngYi
released at.. [12/06/2006 10:54:00 PM]
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
well.. so tired.. waitin fer frien to play dota.. nth to do.. den cm blog blog.. =x
yea.. today went to work at compass point.. i dunno why.. no customer.. i stand infront of de outlet and seeing de shoppin center.. i miss her lots.. omg.. i tink of de day we spends.. tink of her cute face.. her smile.. tink of her clinkin my hand... tickle mi.. disturb mi.. her slow poke reaction... her interest in gg to nail art shop.. i shed my 1st tears fer her... haiz.. i feel so sad... but there's nth i could do.. even my in charge ask mi.. wad happen.. i hv so pain out of sudden.. xin hao tong...
but wad de point.. i cant do anything.. i feel like gg to de sea and SHOUT! i dunno how to express out de feelin.. pain pain pain is all i can describle... even i tink of gg to de beach.. i tink of her.. tt day i rode bike at de beach.. we time we spend at de beach.. our promises.. our names in de sand.. everything was jus a dream...
dunno wad i am doing. why do i tink of her suddenly... i shouldnt stand at de outlet and see de shoppin center.. my heart was broken... wad she is doing... she taken care of herself? i dunno...reach home... i started to tink... i read her last word in msn she told mi.. i found out something...
9:54:59 PM] *+*+ShOoTiNg: they block everything i have de
[9:55:20 PM] *+*+ShOoTiNg: but don wrry we wont break de
[9:55:35 PM] *+*+ShOoTiNg: monday i'll called u again
[9:57:12 PM] *+*+ShOoTiNg: rmb wat i said hoor
is a hint which is so obvious... and her msn nick.. still my name on it.. onli her mid part she change... after tt... i guess i should tink of a way to tackle her parents... soon. i took out a pen and paper.. i wrote a letter.. I GONNA CHALLENGE HER PARENTS.. she gif up on mi.. but i still nt yet beaten down so soon... i wrote a 3 pages long letter to her parents.. i gonna go over her hse tml... i wun let any single chances jus go pass mi... my feelin told mi... she doesnt wants to break... i going to challenge tis prob as much as i could...
JinngYi
released at.. [11/28/2006 01:28:00 AM]
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Sunday, November 26, 2006
everything is over liao... i cant beleive she jus gif up on mi jus like tt.. 2 weeks of waiting.. 2 weeks of endurance... 2 week of missing.... a word "we are over ler ba" jus came out of her mouth so smoothly.. was like... i dunno how to express de feelings...
i was so happy when she called yesterday... though her tone was nt beri gud... c0s i understand she is suffering... but den suddenly she mention de word... i was so stun... although i hv already 40% of self prepare she will tel mi all these... but i still carry on to trust and tink postive...
no reason.. and nth came out frm her mouth.. and she took along time to kinda ans my question tt i asked her... is her parents beside her? is her parents wan her to do tt? she told mi she is tired and dun wish to carry on already... it isnt her at all.. i really cant beleive my ears man...
"treat it as a dream and ferget about mi" tis wad she kip on saying... have u spare a thought fer mi? hv u standin in my shoes and tink how i feel? i noe u are suffering.. so do i? wad u promise mi all like break ler? u say no matter wad u wun leave mi? end up? wad kind of things u do? ''We wun able to mit and contact next time already.. tis will be our last conversation" wad the hell i hv done wrong to you... is all these her real decide? her real ans? the real of her? to mi.. i guess there's some1 control her and wanting her to do de decide.. bt she told mi no1.. is her own decide....and no feelin fer mi liao... i really cant beleive it.. our happiness we spend.. gone to de drain... is all a dream afterall... i guess is time fer mi to get over tis incident... all ferver love, true love and promiese are ALL BULL SHITS! for goodness sake i actually believe it... god damn it...
JinngYi
released at.. [11/26/2006 03:15:00 PM]
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Saturday, November 25, 2006
day after day.. time seems like passin so slow.. is already 2 week... being alone and missin her so much.. but i cant do anything.. all i can do is wait fer her cal.. but seems like.. my fone dun rings at all..
working is all i can nw.. to let my time pass fast.. but dun tink so... time still pass so slow... i dunno wad i can do nw to solve tis prob... wondering how is she.. was she fine? did she slp early? was she suffering? did she cover herself wif blanket? did she take care of herself when i nt beside of her? this same question appear mi.. but i'm doubt.. haiz...
i missin her days and nite... but i cant do much afterall.. wad she's doing? i feel i so failure as a BF.. i cant gif her de sercure feeling.. i wasnt there when tis thing happen.. does she tinkin of mi? does her feelin gg to fade? i really fear... i jus hope to hear a word frm her.. "i'm fine" but i dunno when tis word i can could hear frm her...
next month onwards.. i will schedule working.. almost everyday.. i really cant take it staying at home.. i will go mad... i guess de 2nd month anni tt i plan.. has gone to de drain already.. dun tel mi i hv to wait till she sch re open? omg.. i will gonnna be like half dead... she is like part of life... taken her away frm mi will really wan my life....
baobei zhang lao po.. i really hen miss ni ar~ u eh? gt ma? wanna find some ways to find u... but i fear tis make de prob more big if ur parents saw mi.. i tired to call back.. but ur dad seems like dun wan to ans mi call... i ask hui zhen to call ur hse.. but no1 ans.. wad shld i do? go ur hse? will it be a gud plan or way? everyday i miss ur morning sms.. i miss ur gud nite sms... all i can do nw is to see de sms u used to see? i am sure u are more worst den mi? everything tt can commuincate already confiscated... ur mp3 confiscated ma? if really de hua.. i guess u might ferget how i look like ler ba? c0s mp3 is de onli 1 u hv my foto... haiz... if tis prob already solve..i promise to love u lots and lots.. and nt makin u angry ler... sob.. i really hao xiang ni... haiz~
JinngYi
released at.. [11/25/2006 04:39:00 PM]
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Monday, November 20, 2006
those pple whu abuse my tag board.. can u pls grow up.. dun be stupid and like an small kids.. using my name to say all these.. u tink those pple hu noe mi will tink i wrote all these? pls la..
so wad my gf young... ur da ji or ur prob? if u feel er xin.. den dun read my blog.. i nv ask u to read... u some kind of immature pples... bo liao.. i guess my gf is far way more mature den u...
pls tink abt urself 1st b4 insultin pple... bunch of small kids.... sry guys.. wanna say... those pple hu using my name and wrote all those.. is nt mi... well.. i guess i will detele de tag board... small kids man...
JinngYi
released at.. [11/20/2006 02:48:00 PM]
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Sunday, November 19, 2006
well.. sometime i tinkin is de heaven playin a fool wif mi? purposely? dun wanna gif mi a gud life? wad must we always suffer.. prob none stop.. kip on comin and comin.. 1 and another....
tt day.. i compose a chinese song till whole nite nv slp.. next morning.. went to her hse.. wanna gif her.. action speak louder den worlds.. wanna prove to her i am concern and cherish her alot... hmMm.. sms her.. and told her.. she say she will take de letter.. so i slot de damn letter at her hse door... after which.. i nv sms her... at nite.. went to fishin wif frien... which is on fri nite... she sms mi and tel mi everything is fine... she say, we both oso gt wrong.. everything is fine nw.. bt she didnt saw de letter on de door... her parents oso.. sms half way, she nv reply mi ler.. so i tot she slp ler...
next day.. which is sat... sms her.. but she no reply.. cal her fone nv on.. den went to play basketball and leave my com on.... den reach hm.. i saw her msn mi telling mi.. her parents has found tt damn letter... WTF! and confiscated her fone and everything which can communicate... den she tel mi dun worry.. she wun leave mi... well.. i kinda happy seeing tis word... bt den.. another prob came... WTH! why like tt.. is heaven playin a fool wif mi?
abt 2am.. i saw her name appear in my fone... den i ans.. a guy asked " do u noe shu ting? ".. GOSH! i am stun... den i hang up de fone! well is my fault fer hangin de fone... but den.. i hv any self prepare... den her dad sms mi.. saying.. "i am shuting, i was beaten by my dad, ans de cal!" is pretty obvious is nt her...! so lame~! den he kip calling.. like 6 times? i didnt ans... den sms mi say.. he hv mi and shu ting foto..and she is underage.. wanna report police... KI SIAO! so wad he report police.. de police cant do anything to mi? i do nth? den i told him.. sry c0s i hang de fone.. and wil willin to tok too him if he calm down.. c0s i dun wan argue wif him some more he is an elder... well. de next sms he say.. i report police... -.-"
since den i nv sms or cal ler.. i dunno wad shld i do nw.. is shuting havin suffer? i dunno.. wad will happen to her? omg.. wannna to cal her nw.. but how? shld i called back her dad? haiz.. i regret hangin up de fone... argH! jus wanna say.. baobei.. no matter lets hold on and get thru together.. k? haiz...
JinngYi
released at.. [11/19/2006 10:50:00 PM]
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006
everything has gone.. is jus a dream to mi... was again back to de way i was when i being wif wq... why must tis history to repeat again and again?
she reply mi a cold ways.. after tinkin.. went to her hse to look fer her to hv a good to her though i was freakin sick.. but den.. she told mi nt to go.. but i insist.. c0s dun hv a gud tok.. it wun help.. but she insist to sms.. fine den.. is onli a slight prob.. why tis prob wanna lead it to a big prob? i dun understand wad she wants? fer de past 1 month plus of wad i done gone to drain? no feelin? nth? she told mi nt no feelin is de way i over senstive and mistaken her? oh pls.. i already admit my fault.. since when i will admit fault to pple? she is de 1st ger... but den.. i wasnt being forgiven...
i nw havin high fever.. and sch prob kip pressin.. omg.. how can i take it.. she say wanna both really tink through b4 carry on.. well.. i guess.. suanz ler.. nvm.. i jus hope she really think abt it.. i hv no comment to it... why do tis prob kip on pressin mi.. she is a gud gf indeed.. but why? can tel mi why? i really cherish.. and wanna carry on.. but she? i dunno.. i really dunno wad she is thinkin... i am really tired... nvm.. i guess we both nid time to tink abt it... waitin fer her sms soon... anyway.. i jus hope she will take care of herself when i nt beside her...
JinngYi
released at.. [11/15/2006 04:03:00 PM]
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006
yio... was long since i last update blog huh... hahaz.. ya.. was kinda lazy la.. dunno wad to update too.. hmmm... life is so bored...
hmMm.. found a new game.. Pirate King Online.. yea... kinda lame like maple.. but is fer fun la.. nth to do at home oso.. but still gt play dota la.. but dota oso more and more sianz liao.. =x these days like kip pon ten sch sia.. =x sianz la.. lazy all start so late.. no mood to go oso lor.. go oso nth to do.. =x today at home was damn bored ar... hmMm... watch FULL HOUSE.. kinda nice show.. =x so funny...
together fer 1 month plus ler... yea! but den.. out 1st month anni nv celebrate wif her.. c0s of her parents.. wanna celebrate her dad bday.. so sway.. haiz.. nvm la.. still gt many months to spend wif her.. yesterday went out wif her to watch movie FLUSHED AWAY.. hmm.. quite lame show la.. but see her laugh and smile.. make mi so happy.. though was kinda tired tt day.. c0s dota till beri late wif david and kevin.. hope she dun mind.. i guess she oso noe i beri tired ba.. but she didnt scold mi... =x
yesterday had a slight quarell wif her la.. but den till today still haven ok yet.. haiz.. i guess tis time is my fault again la.. dun wish to mention ler.. but i hope everything is fine... hmMm.. but still i dun like de way she reply mi.. "wadever" "up to u"... well.. make mi feel like.. wq again.. she used to say tt to mi sia.. haiz.. i dunno eh.. sometime i feel tt she like change a lot eh... but den.. i still i still love and dote her alot.. haiz... i dunno la.. dun wish to mention ler.. i hope we get tis over soon... anyway.. last but nt least.. i wanna say.. HAPPY 1 month ANni... love u lots and lots.. i hope tt thing will get over soon... =x
JinngYi
released at.. [11/14/2006 05:09:00 PM]
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Wednesday, November 01, 2006
back.. came to blog again.. =x ya.. everything was fine tt day after de tok we had... well.. de amosphere while tokin was bad hur.. but we did tok it out...
she came to my hse tt day... was veri quiet u noe.. c0s i was waiting fer her to tok... bec0s she wanna tok it out de.. so i kip quiet... guess wad? de 1st question she asked.. u eat liao ma.. LOLs... ya.. kinda of concern.. at least i noe she still cares fer mi... after than she started to ask.. "u noe why i angry wif u ma?" i said.. "i noe ar.. de sms i wrote.." she said" can i always say her nt serious in de r/s " well.. i told her.. i wasnt sayin her not serious in de r/s.. is when i tokin serious tings to her.. she tends to nt serious.. this is wad i dun like abt.. she kip quiet...
den was my turn to say liao.. i admit i was wrong to sms u tt kind of sms.. i do stand in ur shoes to tink b4 i write.. i see her more impt den i see myself.. i already try nt to write de sms till so hurt...issit correct to neglect mi 4 days.. dun wish to reply my sms? wanna push de prob till next week to settle? prob will be GONE CASE.. i dun deny cool down helps.. but pushin it to 4 days later dun help either... tis 4 days.. hw do i spend? how does she spend? did she spare a thought fer mi? i sms morning and nite.. but wad abt her? i dun even noe my own GF did de past 4 days..
after which she cried.. well... knife snab into my heart when i see her tears rolls... my fault.. really sry.. i made her cry.. she kip saying sry to mi.. i told her.. suan ler.. wad is de past let it be.. lets carry on fer de future... she promise mi to be serious when times to be.. haiz.. i feel i am a failure.. i made her cry.. frm de time she came and mit mi.. i already see her eyes red... baobei.. really hen sry.. i dun meant to hurt u... lets nt tink abt de past liao k? promise nt to make u cry ler..
baobei today sick ar... sob.. suppose to go heartland mall wif mi de... but she sick.. so i woke up.. prepare.. intend to buy her lunch and some med fer her... sms her on de way to her hse.. reach liao.. i saw baobei face so pale.. ARGH! Heart pain nar.. but i cant do anything fer her.. oso cant pei her.. c0s her mama comin back soon.. so i gotta go off fast... wanna hug her de... but... haiz.. nvm.. hope she really will take care of herself... drink lots of water k? dunno tml she can go out ma? wanna bring her go ride bicycle.. heex... den bring her to de beach.. =x but hor.. i scare she sick again.. i see how's tml.. =) love u lots baobei.. =x
JinngYi
released at.. [11/01/2006 11:19:00 PM]
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hi.. back fer blog again.. ya.. wanna say something out.. i feel so xin ku.. feel so.. wadever.. dunno how to express it out... i feel everything gg to finish soon... haiz...
ever since i wrote de sms to her of hw i feel toward our r/s.. everything changes... since yesterday... nv contact at all.... i already say is my feelin towards our r/s.. nt really mean it.. but seems like.. i was de 1 findin fault to it.. apologies already been done.. but seems like.. i wasnt being forgive...
i noe she was oso nt beri sad of wad i wrote.. both of us really hen xin ku.. but dun reply or dun ans my cal helps? it is onli avoidin problem we facing.. she reply tis morning.. ya.. wasnt in a gud tone... she wanna settle it next week.. how will i possible able to face it till next week.. continue to get cold till next week? sure gone case.. wanted to settle today.. but she wasnt at home.. and told mi wanna cool down.. well.. i dun deny cool down will help.. but impossible to push till next week? next week when? she dun even noe.. drag de prob will jus onli hurt our r/s...
i dun wish anything to happen.. but seems like problem kips on comin.. and we are so xin ku.. seein my frien jus broke up wif his ger` makes mi fear... i tink of it last nite.. didnt get to slp either.. wad she's thinkin? end? but she has promise nt to leave... bec0s of her words.. i was once again trust.. promise are meant to kip hopes alive... i really dunno wad i can do to save this r/s... wad shld i do?
nw she tel mi she wasnt at home? where she goes? grandma hse? friends? i kinda worry.. might be i too senstivie.. but i dun wan too... it is my char towards my own GF.. was once being hurt beri deeply... i dun wan tis to be de another 1 tt pushed to mi in to hell... i was finally being brought to see de gud of romance... i dun wan to see de bad side of romance again..
i wan cherish.. but seems like no matter how hard i grab.. is nt so easy... once again.. i fall fer another person like how i fall fer 2 gers in de past... sometime i wondering.. am i crazy or wad.. why shld i tel her how i feel... will onli make us havin prob.. but dun say it out.. onli i'm de 1 suffer... in the end things wills till gone case... it is so complicated... i more and more dun understand wad gers feels and wants... can u gers tel mi? wad shld i do? i hv no comment... i jus hope is a negative of my tinkin.. hope de prob wun be worst till it gone case... right.. nv sms or cal till next week and settle de prob? i dunno... honestly.. if tis carry on.. i afraid things might happen.. no matter how we settle oso no use... haiz...
JinngYi
released at.. [10/27/2006 01:32:00 PM]
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
yoz.. heex.. back fer blog liao wor.. yes! my com at last repair.. reformated.. hahaz... if nt.. lag dao siao.. like feel so refresh sia.. lucky gt back up.. if nt.. my impt things gone case.. den mi and baobei foto all gone ler.. =x
hMmm.. life was so happy with her.. hahaz.. feel so xin fu.. so fast time passes.. hMm.. gonna two weeks ler.. heex.. everything was quite smooth.. onli some prob wif her family..remember tt day.. 4 days.. no contact.. ya.. c0s her fone was being confiscated.. and etc..
after which.. she contact mi on mon nitex.. tellin her fone was bein return.. YEA! lols.. next day went to mit her.. which is on tues.. i skip lesson.. c0s wan mit her.. 4 days eh.. can go ki siao.. hahaz.. saw her de 1st sight.. i so excited.. nw i can feel life cant goes without her.. well.. u guys might think i siao ler.. but tis wad i feel ba.. i dun wanna care how long can we last.. i jus wanna cherish every day every min every sec being wif her...
she told mi wad happen tt 4 days.. well.. is really hard on her.. sry baobei.. but no matter we must hang on there k? as long as we dun gif up.. we can go thru it together... i beleive we can.. tues tt day.. we went to park pool.. hmMm.. as usual.. acc her home change.. dunno why.. she always make mi wait so long.. abt 1 hr plus eh.. haiz.. no choice i hv to wait.. tt day.. went to de pool wif her friends HuI Zhen and BF.. and 3 of her friends.. heex.. theY dunno how to play.. but to teach dem... hmMm.. baobei Noe how to play pool nor.. hahaz.. quite Li hai oso.. hahaz.. but cannot play wif her.. c0s her frien kip on wanna play.. sianz.. i oso play beri less.. but i PAY MORE! wad de F... but nvm ba.. suan ler.. next time dun act pro go open table.. =x
wed... hmMm.. actually suppose to go pool or bowlin de.. den i skip lesson again.. =x den end up.. all wanna go swimmin.. sms mi tel mi 12.45 finish sch.. den i at there 12.30.. den she 1.30 den come out.. wah lao.. always like tt de lehx.. sit there like bai chi.. haiz.. but nvm ba.. wait lor.. den she come out ler.. her frien NET jus go off like tt.. nv confrim wanan go swimmin a not.. den hui zhen live pasir ris ma.. dun expect her to wait right.. den we sit de block there till 2.. den end up she can go liao.. make hui zhen so dulan.. -.- i oso kinda fred up.. =x den acc bao bei home.. c0s she wanan change.. den wait again.. nvm.. c0s she change beri fast de... after tt.. wait fer 15 min.. she sms mi say NET no swimmin suit.. go her hse change.. WTF..
guess wad? i wait till 4 eh... 2-4 i at her hse down stair like idiot.. 2nd time like tt.. den i quite DULAN liao.. den on de way to my hse.. i was quiet all de way.. haiz.. on de way.. her frien say.. take wad bus ar? tis and tt.. i say 969 all de way interchange.. then she say.. they go 1st.. mit mi at there.. WTF.. i wait so long den like tt.. i diam diam.. gg reach my hse de bus stop... i say gif mi 5 min.. i chop chop fast den come down.. den hor.. i come down.. de bus go ler.. they oso go ler.. KAOZ.. argh! nv wait lor.. den i sms her.. if she dun wan mi go den tel mi ma.. haiz.. den she tel mi sry tis and tt.. fine.. suan ler.. den i reach tamp liao.. they go to de swimmin complex without waitin fer mi.. 3rd TIME! suan ler.. den i cal hui zhen..lucky i gt hui zhen number.. if nt i bai chi wait at de swmmin complex.. well.. i guess of all her frien.. i still find hui zhen hv a mature tinkin.. nice to tok wif.. gud listener.. BO PIAN we VIRGO de.. lols =x she oso tel mi abt she and her stead de things.. went into de swimmin complex sit down there see baobei and NET swim.. Hui Zhen Acc mi.. =x she tel mi abt her ex stuff.. like quarell.. we concern here and there.. lols =x
after tt.. abt 6.30 we went to Tamp mall.. go Pastamaina.. den eat.. HUI ZHEN BF cal.. den she went out tok.. den NET went to walk walk.. she dun wan eat.. den i started to tok to baobei nicely abt wad happen jus nw.. why i so angry.. well.. nw i understand all things decide of pang seh mi is nt her.. is NET.. haiz.. suan ler.. dun blame her.. nt her fault too.. baobei oso look sad.. sry dar... i was kinda fierce to u.. sry.. abt quite late ler.. den i sent her home.. guess she reach home oso 10 liao.. =x
next day.. thurs.. was quite shock baobei come my hse so early... wah.. she tel mi she wan acc mi ma.. so sweet of her.. she wanted mi to attend lesson today.. c0s i miss so many days ler.. she feel so bad.. ok .. i promise her go sch.. guess wad? HZ cal and wan watch movie.. diiao.. make mi dun wan go sch again.. but HZ say ask mi go lesson finish.. watch 6 plus show.. but i dunno baobei can a not..c0s so late ler.. some more she today 7 come my hse eh.. sure mama dun let de ma... so end up.. cant.. but i still sms her and tok tok. gonna miss her fer 3 days liao.. she tml nid to go grandma hse.. den sat sun family day.. so cant mit.. argh! wait till mon.. but mon we gg steamboat.. heex.. she gt go wor.. she must guai guai tis few days.. if nt mon cant go ler..
today kok siang come my hse repair my stupid com.. nw so smooth ler.. shoo happy.. lols... nth much today.. but miss baobei alot.. dunno wad she doin.. shld be watchin tv.. hao ler.. it was a long post.. u guy eyes wan come out soon.. wahaha.. tata~ love ya lots my baobei =x
JinngYi
released at.. [10/21/2006 03:42:00 AM]
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
hmMm.. times passes so fast.. 4 days ler.. though is onli 4 days.. but seems like already fer a long time ler...
well.. kinda become shen jin bin these days.. baobei was being control by her parents ler.. lost her freedom ler.. haiz.. ez link and hp was being confiscated ler.. haiz.. feel like i was fault fer letting tis thing happen to her..
since yesterday.. i could nt reach her.. all i can do is to wait fer her to call or msn mi.. i hope tis prob can get over faster.. bec0s i really cant tah han ler.. but no matter wad i wun gif up on her so easy.. i guess she havin a hard time more den mi.. as she nid to face her parents.. i hope we will get over it ok baobei?
suppose to go out wif her today de.. but everything change.. sometime i tel myself.. if i cant tah han these prob.. de follow days we spend it will be more diff to overcome.. dun wan her to worry abt mi.. i hv to faster get well soon.. c0s last few days i was sick..
dunno she eat liao ma.. dunno she gt get scold by her parents ma.. dunno was she doing nw.. dunno whether is she havin a hard time.. argh~ all i can do nw is to wait wait wait.. why she nv online? her parents cut her internet? or her com spoil? i dunno... i dun wish anything. i jus wish she is ok no matter wad happen...
every nw and den.. my fone rings.. i tot is her.. i feel like going mad ler.. since broke up wif wq.. i wasnt like tt at all.. i guess i really fall into it ler.. she pull mi up when i was being push down. she make mi trust promise.. she make mi beleive in love..
going to start sch next week liao.. i hope everything goes fine b4 i start sch.. haiz.. duno today will she online a not.. nvm.. wait is all i can do nw.. so long nv say gud nite sweet dream and miss u lots ler.. haiz.. i miss u lots my dear.. =x
JinngYi
released at.. [10/14/2006 09:49:00 PM]
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hi ya.. back fer blog ler nor~ lols... heex... well.. today is a special day and oso a day i will nv ever ferget de.. =x i found my miracle ler.. thx god... thx her too...
well.. today went down to bishan park sec.. heex.. waited fer her to finish her exam den head to watch movie de.. heex.. 1st time go bishan park Sec.. dunno how to go.. some hw like lost my way? =x lols... but in de end i manage to find tt sch and nt being late.. heex...
after she come out.. wif her friend oso.. heex... well.. was kinda shy fer de 1st time.. after we reach junction 8.. her friend ask mi izzit i like her.. i sort of act blur? =x lols.. den slowly tok alot ba.. den her stead gonna finish end sch soon.. so mi and ger` ger` head to acc her to wait fer bus... =)
actually wanted to watch 11am de show de.. but her frien dunno can watch ma.. must see her BF.. so we decide to wait ma.. end up.. she go find her BF.. so i called amos to help mi check yishun de time.. lols.. 1.20 de show.. took MRT down to yishun.. bought de ticket.. den when to north point to see CDs.. opps.. she seems like alot of CDs wan buy wor.. i guess tml i go buy fer her.. at least 1 CDs.. jus wanna her to be happy.. heex... den we see CDs fer abt 1 hr so-so.. lols.. den went to de cinema...
in de show was de part where she was soon my dar`dar ler.. lols.. =x well.. i wun carry on de story of why.. c0s is mi and her personal thingys.. lols.. after de show.. eileen sms wo.. say she was all de while beside mi in de show.. -.-" diiao eh.. lols.. den walk to north point.. guess wad? i saw HAIRI! WTF... wad day so gud ar.. see so many pple at a time.. lols.. we walk a while.. den head to take 855 to thomson plaza... c0s wanna buy melinda(mei mei) de present.. 12 sec record bear.. lols.. went fer dinner wif ger`ger` den tok to li juan till 6 plus.. gosh! ger` ger` nid to go home ler.. so acc her take bus.. den i nid to go jurong fiind my dad to take money.. my mama la.. damn it de.. suan ler...
gud ting ger` pei mi sms... heex. =x den reach home ler.. so tired lor.. i guess ger`ger more tired... she nid to study later.. c0s she tml exam.. all my fault.. sob... jia you ger`... tml cya at ur sch outside ok? heex... i go slp ler.. tml nid to wake up at 8am.. 9 Oct 2006 she is mine.. de day i will always remember... muacks... =x
JinngYi
released at.. [10/09/2006 11:41:00 PM]
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hi ya guys.. back fer bloggy again wor.. heex.. sry la.. i busy workin.. sellin moon cakes at Thomson plaza.. heex.. free come buy frm mi hor... BAKER's Cottage.. infront of POH KIM.. =)
well.. lastt few days.. sales was like damn shit.. 100+ lor.. den slowly increase.. gt gettin nearer to Moon Cake festival liao.. heex.. stock comin again and again.. count till siao ar.. everyday record sales and count stock.. can si diao.. lols.. =x today ar.. damn dulan la.. no sales at all.. den we gotta close.. all come buy.. bastard rite? den count stock and money den come buy.. nid to count all over again. den today amos ferget to record 1 sales.. den we count de whole damn stock to tally wif de money.. den we extra 16 dollar.. wad de hell.. den count here and there.. den short of 24 dollars.. kaox! den we do de stock and sales record all over again.. den tally.. gt extra 50 cents... wahaha... make Shu Hui wait so long ( WGS friend )... sry wor.. today go home at 10pm ar.. hahaz.. but today our sales 400 plus.. woot! it was 150 onli when we closing.. we hit target fer today! yES! more commission...
well.. these few days alot of things has happen nar.. amos and his GF gt prob.. well.. frankly speaking.. u shld noe wad u hv done to amos lor.. he did his best fer u.. but seems like u dun appreciate.. and was like.. giving att` to him.. a person patient has limit de lor.. well.. i hate de word = " bro impt or GF" wad de hell.. i hate gers to ask pple tis.. pls la.. u hving N lvl and he work bec0s of wad? givin u a memorable birthday.. and u say him tis and tt.. he very tired liao.. den still nid to settle tis and tt.. cant be considerate? u shld noe i wun any hw say pple bad point unless i really cant take it.. ask urself oso la.. how u treat mi after u stead wif amos? last time tok to u nt like tt de lor.. nw tok to u like tt? u make mi feel u are more and more unreasonable.. u shld noe i beri str8 forward de.. i wun any hw hate a person.. nw i noe why all ur ex break wif u... pls think it urself la.. i hv being tellin amos to be patient to you.. but u urself did wad to him? i dun wish to say all these ler.. study hard fer ur N ba..
well.. i kinda disappointed in some1.. well.. why shld i work so hard? wanted to be happy after ur exam... but seems like.. everything turns being neglect... gif up la.. i wun pester u ler la.. if u still treat mi as a frien.. den i hope u wun avoid mi.. we are friends afterall..
hmMm.. yea! gonna finish event liao.. heex.. gt pay liao.. some more kor givin mi some computer parts.. den no nid spend money upgrade liao.. heex.. thx kor! heex.. i hope my buddy will nt be so sad nor? wei wei.. going army ler hor? heex.. hope we will hv a last dinner b4 u NS ok? heex.. hope everything goes well this last week event... more sales.. more commission, more MONEY! lols.. i going slp ler.. c0s tis week boss say start early end late.. choing ar! tata~
JinngYi
released at.. [10/01/2006 10:56:00 PM]
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
ok ok singling.. kor mi update ok? ah yio.. nth to write ma.. still wan mi update.. wan crack my brain again to tink wad to write.. lols.. =x
well.. last fri was saying abt my exam rite? damn dulan la.. come out all those nt impt stuff in my bloody hell end mode exam paper.. sianz nor.. make mi crack my brain tinkin till so hard.. -.- " after exam.. god hell damn it.. rain so heavy.. den tt farkin teacher dun let us go after de paper.. ni na bei.. shit him la.. !!! hahaz.. den after exam.. sit in de canteen.. wait fer de rain.. poor baobei DarDar (melinda) mei mei.. she waited fer mi 1 hr plus.. sobx.. is really kind of her nor.. so patient wait fer mi.. treat her fer lunch oso.. anyway she say she nv eat during recess c0s she noe i will nv eat in sch de.. haha.. so she acc mi eat.. after tt.. we went to CWP walk walk.. heex.. so sweet nor.. anyway is still rainin.. hahaz...
after tt head to BBQ nor... everything all quite ok on fri la.. but is jus kinda of disappointed narh.. dun wish to tok abt it.. hahaz.. every1 pass mi present and etc.. hahaz.. guess wad.. i CNY no nid buy new shirt liao.. bec0s i gt 5 new shirt u noe.. hahaz.. den tio sabo by meteor and friends.. argh! wan sabo say nar.. no nid suddenly de wad.. de farkin cake went into my nose *puke*. erxin nar!
next day went to escape.. sianz.. all couple.. onli mi.. no1 wan to acc mi leh.. so nvm lor.. anyway is all my friends. i cant pang seh dem.. gt stead cannot have friends ma? next time i hope they wun pang seh if they are in my shoes nw.. try to be understanding and next time will pple will do back to u.. =) right? anyway.. i really hope meteor pple will always gather nar.. beri sianz nor.. all seperate ways nw.. haiz..
tis fri start work ler nor.. sellin moon cake and lantern etc. at Thomson Plaza.. must come buy hor.. heex.. mi and amos will serve u hao hao de =) k la.. nth to update ler.. tata~
JinngYi
released at.. [9/20/2006 12:20:00 AM]
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Thursday, September 14, 2006
yio yio.. hahaz.. bloggy again.. oh great! 15 more mins.. and i gonna by 19 ler.. T.T some how feel tt i am old ler.. sianz.. but at least still nt 20 yet! hahaz... i still under teenager category.. hahaz..
sianz nar.. tml exam eh.. i jus wake up frm my nap and is already 11.45pm.. i guess i nt gonna slp and to study hard liao.. i must make it fer tml de POM! jia you neh.. hahaz...
tt person i wish fer indeed will come fer de chalet nor.. hahaz.. happy happy! hope my miracle will come nar.. gosh! i jus dream tt she will nt be comin sia.. i guess is dif frm de real life hor.. i shld dream i fail my exam in my dream.. haha.. den i will pass... heex.. tml will be a long day fer mi and i nt intend to slp sia.. gonna be beat! hahaz.. Happy birthday to Wei Wei, HuiJuan, MuiHua.. May ur dream come true.. Bless ya! hahaz... and oso mi! i hope everything goes well tml! heex.. tata~
JinngYi
released at.. [9/14/2006 11:52:00 PM]
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Yea.. 4 more days.. com` on.. lets count down.. heex... MIRACLE.. i jus wan miracle to happen tt day.. but is gud wan hor.. nt bad wan.. heex...
so sianz.. holiday ler.. 4 more days to EXAM.. POM(principle of marketing).. so sianz de.. last year oso like.. fall on tt day.. haiz.. well.. this year wei wei 21 Years old liao.. i still wonder wad to buy fer him neh.. haha... i shall see hw la..
i really hope tt 4 days pass fast.. i mean de exam tingy.. damn sianz de.. hv to worry.. but after tt can relax ler.. heex.. today nv go fetch mei mei.. c0s she gt something on.. but went to CWP wif mama eat JACK place neh.. wah.. de STEAK damn cool man.. so full.. heex...
day after day.. kip on saying wanna study.. den dun hv.. haha.. cannot go in la.. i tink burn de book drink.. wahaha.. betta dun.. later food posion again.. den my FRI go lang gao... so many pple comin fer de chalet nor.. ITE friends and etc.. hahaz.. but hor.. most of de meteor pple gonna leave early.. wah sianz nar...
wad will happen tt day.. heex.. kip on smiling.. hahaz.. MIRACLE... FASTER come! heex.. and RUI QI!.. i nv despo fer any present.. i say no NID ler! ren lai jiu hao.. but i more like to hv MIRACLE.. heex... k la.. dun say ler.. go watch tv liao.. tata~
JinngYi
released at.. [9/12/2006 07:52:00 PM]
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Saturday, September 09, 2006
hi ya all.. lols.. every1 is lookin forward to see my updates.. but pai seh la.. i too busy liao.. so nv update nor.. some more i hv nth to write oso...
Yea.. projek hand in.. presentation done, report done.. yes! all done.. nw waitin fer my exam.. my 1st and last paper... on 15 sep.. ji tao sianz diao.. tt exam actually falls on my birthday sia.. haiz.. no mood la.. i guess i no nid to poly liao.. c0s.. my projek.. haiz.. nth to say.. my CA.. nth to say.. nw left wif my exam ler.. pass or fail.. i still cant go poly liao.. everything i hopin fer go LANG GAO (drain) ler... sad case... well.. gt to study hard tis week ler.. exam comin.. jia you...
i guess tis year no more miracle ler la.. 3rd year spendin my birthday alone.. well.. glad i hv meteor friends and oso WEI WEI to pei mi celebrate.. c0s he oso same birthday wif mi.. heex.. and we gg to have chalet nor.. haha.. but all couple sia.. see liao sianz oso.. haiz.. when will my dream ger come? when will be my turn.. i guess tis year birthday get ready to tio sabo liao.. no GF acc mi.. no1 protect.. argH! haiz.. but nvm la.. i hope tt day will be a happy day.. de person i wish to she could come can come.. but i doubt so la.. haiz.. exam period some more..
nw a days beri close wif xiao mei wor..in fact i am always close to her.... lols.. =x Dar Dar AKA Melinda.. haha.. well.. i really hen glad she is there fer mi whenever i feel down, stress and etc.. she will confrim will be there wif mi.. thnx god fer givin mi such a gud mei mei.. but mei mei and person u love is really diff.. if onli my next wan will be like her.. understand and care fer mi.. i guess hard la.. nt easy oso.. plus NS comin next year.. no much time left fer mi to wait... nvm.. prepare to go NS ler den say la... everything goes by its natural course.. i am sure the 1 i waitin fer will really come...
sry guys.. nw de update.. hahaz.. c0s nth to write nah.. hahaz... i try my best update.. nw den i noe so many pple see wo de blog.. =x like so BHB.. lols.. but still like to thx u all man.. pls do tag hor.. if my tag box like so quiet de.. heex.. tata~
JinngYi
released at.. [9/09/2006 11:01:00 PM]
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it was so long since i update my blog.. tot i am lazy huH? lols.. no la.. c0s i nth to update ma.. oso nth to write too..
tat day went to see fireworks.. ya.. wif meteor friends of c0s.. but den i still find i am alone.. tt day went to Party World wif wen qing and her friends and oso her friend de stead.. haha.. surprise hor? hahaz.. ya.. was fine wif her liao.. misunderstanding is solve.. so was happy tt day wif her la.. she acc mi to see fire works wif Meteor and friends.. later on her other Guys friends came.. well.. was being pang seh.. -.- nvm la.. used to it.. head to marina to see fire works.. other went to eat dinner.. den some go arcade.. mi and wen qing go to de land of grass .. we sit down and tok.. dunno some how we tok abt de past.. and she started to shed tears.. well.. my fault.. how stupid of mi sia.. wad fer go rank de past.. den abt 9 plus.. fire works started.. well.. alone of c0s.. de fire works was nice.. but it wasnt nice when i was alone seein.. sianz.. after fire works.. gather and took fotos.. well.. as normal.. i help couple took fotos.. diiao right.. haiz.. den they ask wen qing to take wif mi.. she nt beri willin at 1st.. but in the end she did took wif mi.. kinda force sia Meteor pple.. -.-
well.. as everything goes fine.. den fri came.. wen qing birthday.. same.. accompany her.. head to Taka.. den to clark quay.. den oso mit shirley.. 3 of dem seein fire works.. as fer mi.. same lor.. alone seeing the beautiful fire works.. sianz.. den wq frien de BF came.. shirley went off.. den i acc wq to mit amos... c0s my present at amos there.. gave her de present, den she go mit other friends at marsilin .. c0s present ma.. den her frien sent her home.. well.. i go home den..
life has to continue.. exam and projek deadline comin soon.. gonna be dead shit man.. sux.. today sms wen qing.. ask her out fer a movie.. she say FREE... i tot she really FREE... den she ask mi acc her do projek on sat.. -.- diaos eh... see how ba.. these quite get along wif wen qing.. dun tink Y Y hor.. friends nia.. =) tml PHP exam ler.. still haven study.. fail liao la.. sianz.. i dun hv any confident to get to poly ler.. projek so lan.. every1 dun wan to buck up.. soo slack.. i hv no comment la.. nth to write ler la.. stop here.. =)
JinngYi
released at.. [8/15/2006 10:27:00 PM]
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Saturday, August 05, 2006
yoz.. so bored man.. come here blog a bit.. nth much to write anyway... well.. life is so bored.. suddenly feel i gettin older liao.. nid to go NS next year.. time passes so fast.. sad la...
hmMm.. wad can say..let mi tink.. projek... haha.. i dunno wad to say.. seems like there no more comment..all so slack.. we already so far away behind frm pple liao..still dun jia you.. haiz.. hen sad eh.. i wan go poly de dream go to drain liao.. haiz.. projek team memeber ar.. must jiayou ler la... dun slack ler... k? heex
hmMm.. well.. life is normal these few days.. nth much.. is jus kinda of quiet.. without her sms mi.. i guess it will be betta... she lead her happy ways while i lead mine.. i guess will be best of all... hmMm.. tok quite alot wif amos jus nw.. started to feel he really understand mi alot.. is like.. he already know wad i tink b4 i say out... wad a true frien.. haha... wad he say is right.. i still haven face to fact.. i still trap myself in de past.. i feel so sux.. which i feel i am... kip on saying i already get over.. in fact.. i haven really get over it...
wad is over is over.. no matter how i wanna get back oso no used.. tis wad pple cal life.. i am sure i able to face de fact.. i can de.. wonderin when i can really meet de 1 i really wants.. true love are hard to find.. easy and crush are so easy.. started to tink back.. i am such a flirt man.. really flirt.. 1 and another.. none stop.. started counting.. i hv so many ex.. hahaz.. such a flirty guy i am..
as fer tml.. i guess i dun put in so much hopes on it.. which i feel de outcome will be disappointed... hahaz.. i already had a bad feeling.. why do pple do always feel i hv intention.. i jus wanna make up de bday which i done badly to her last year.. but she seems like tinkin i hv intention.. omg.. den ferget it.. i jus wan her to be happy during her bday.. tat's all.. i dun blame.. i guess she wun appreciate it afterall.. but de plan fer tml will still carry on.. i try to do wad i can do den.. =)
JinngYi
released at.. [8/05/2006 01:26:00 AM]
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sry fer de late updates.. c0s was busy these days.. friends birthday, projek and work.. hahaz.. was kinda nt too tink soo much.. so make myself busy...
tok abt work.. HmMm.. last sat.. wow.. so long nv work ler.. den went to work fer bread alone.. de company.. hahaz.. pay was gud, work oso quite slack.. hahaz... went there wif arnold early de morning.. hahaz.. saw dem already started packin de goodie bag.. wahaha.. so we are LATE! lols.. den faster go help out lor.. gt to noe 2 gers which is older den us 1 year.. quite friendly.. seems arnold is interested in 1 of dem.. hahaz.. so.. after goodie bag.. head to infalable.. so called ballon playground... hahaz.. den was so funny man.. mi and arnold was at 1 side each.. den we use to walky talky... den was like.. we are so noisy tokin..haha.. 1 sway ting is.. my infalable no air! piang.. den tt baby inside so ke lian.. faster go carry dem out.. haha... so tired tt day.. but is worth it.. seein cute babies ran here and there.. lols.. abt 6 plus ler.. wanted to go home.. den de boss bring us to eat.. -.- no money la.. den nv gif us pay lor.. den bo pian.. follow dem.. den go eat ex ex wan eh.. mi and arnold choose de cheapest wan.. lols... c0s no money.. wait fer dem pay us... den after eatin.. we tok alot.. abt de haunted hse we did last year.. hahaz.. so fun.. we tok abt de feebacks we hv.. and etc.. after tt.. boss pay de food and our pays.. wah! she treat us eh.. piang.. if i noe.. order ex ex wan.. idiot.. lols..
so happy.. gt money liao.. but was like WTF.. amos birthday.. so all go buy steamboat food and cake.. spend money again.. piang.. wanna save up fer 7 Aug de eh.. shit man.. but friends birthday.. nvm.. worth it... friends are impt in my life! hahaz..whole day at Choon kiat hse celebratin amos bday.. heex.. we oso dye hair and stuff.. we oso ask pam to come.. to gif amos a surprise.. bt den.. he seems to noe we ask her come -.- sian.. lols.. no fun de... after we dye hair.. den is like Oh my FARK! so gold.. lols.. sianz.. hope dun get caught.. hahaz...
today in sch.. sway sia.. SPOT CHECK! NI NA BEI! fark... lols.. hack la.. meteor de mouth so sway de.. say mi.. den really tio! kns...hahaz.. today sch was sux man.. was like.. no1 come.. tml presentation some more.. kao.. rushing lor.. but early ends la.. lols...
well.. abt my personal life tingy again.. i dunno wad i can comment abt la.. but seems like.. after everything has ended, seems like u regret? to sad to say, i am sry.. i dun dare to gif it a try again.. which i noe u are not ready fer r/s. wad i nid is a faithfuly and understand ger.. i dun mean u are nt... seems like dun hv faith and trust in mi.. so no point carry on.. i am sure there will be a lack of commuincation there.. which i observe... no matter how much i do de talkin u will always be quiet.. hw am i going to understand u betta? everything takes 2 hands to clap.. was being push down to de hell which i had last time.. u actually pull mi up again... den u push mi down again.. how am i going to actually trust u wun push mi down again? i really dunno... no point ba.. i am sure ur next wan will be betta den mi... =)
JinngYi
released at.. [8/01/2006 02:11:00 PM]
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how much can i hang on too? well.. tis question i finally had an ans to it... well.. all these days.. i feelin i am a stupid idiot.. freakin idiots..
why do i say so? wad i did was jus an dream to her.. a dream... i too tian zhen ler.. really too tian zhen.. hahaz... tat's why i cal myself an idiot.. fer once again putin my real feelings, efforts, love, care, concern all these while... i put myself into de same dungeon again.. oh my farking god..
why do gers able to say tt 5 words so easily.. as if.. say ler.. nth has happen.. a word sorry doesnt cure u noe.. i hate de words sorry out from ur mouth.. i hate it.. i hate myself... why do u like mi fall into de same trap... why do make mi fall fer u.. why do u make mi give in my real feelings... why!!! and after all these, tellin mi de 5 words... izzit fair to mi?
no more trust to be given to any gers.. all promise and words are meant to be break.. i tel myself to gif it try.. but end up.. de try i put in is an disappointment... I GIF UP! i gif in any more relationship.. dun tel mi u still love mi.. u are jus tryin to make mi more hate towards love... dun worry.. i wun pester u again.. no more.. and NEVER! everything has ended wif a FULL STOP!
JinngYi
released at.. [7/27/2006 12:56:00 AM]
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hiz.. wasnt beri gud mood these days.. nt so happy and beri disappointed in both sch and personal life tings... really hen shi wang...
today gt back projeks marks back.. guess wad? everything sux man.. i say many RED INK in our projek... wad de hell la.. wasnt done nicely.. every1 in de grp didnt blame each other.. which is a gud sight.. every1 feel disappointed and wanted to back up and re do a nice 1.. lucky teacher did let us re do de whole projeks.. haiz.. thats was jus our POM (princple of marketing).
worst still.. we didnt even start our PIC (princple of Internation commerce) projek yet.. wad de damn farkin... everything was like sux man... feel so disappointed.. and de deadline was comin nearer and nearer... next week gt PBL presentation, was being inform today.. WAD DE HELL LA! farkin tight man! everything is was like an rush !
EBP module.. our report and website makin projeks.. although de dealine is at step.. but havent even started yet... tis projek was wif another grp.. well.. i guess i hv a hard time ler.. tis and tat was nt done.. PLUS! my CA fail.. ma de.. WTF i am doin tis 2nd year of higher nitec... freak feel i am failure man... how to go poly..
haiz... back to my personal life story... well, i guess no matter how much effort i put in, it seems like empty... everything takes 2 hands to clap.. onli mi maintain de relationship.. i guess there's no point.. wad i feel was like being neglect... i so stress in sch.. hopin she's there fer mi.. cheer mi up.. support mi.. wad was is a disappointment.. every single reply was jus nt more den 10 words... seems like we are drifting away further and further... de more it drift de more i feel hurt... i was like double KILL... but no1 even noes? i thought she noes.. but i guess she dun... reply mi was fer de sake of replying mi... being together was de sake of being together... is there any point?
is feelin fadin? is feelin gone? or there is another reason behind it? i try my best to find time fer her... i noe projeks occupy my time fer tis week and next week.. but i still have de egar to mit her.. but does she has? there fore i even wanted to go mit her b4 i go mit my frien fer projeks... after sch go to AMK den back to clementi fer projek.. but will i being appreciate? i really hope it will continue.. i really really hope it will... but i guess there might a disappointment fer de next few days or weeks... how long can i hold on too? haiz
JinngYi
released at.. [7/25/2006 02:59:00 PM]
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nth to do eh.. come blog ba.. =) well.. dun hv mood yesterday.. was like doin wad oso no mood... farkin FAN ar~ BTH...
cant slp either too.. so fan... wondering am i a gud guy or BF towards her.. hMm.. i dunno either.. c0s seems like wad ever i do.. was like putin unhappiness in her.. i really dunno wad to do to please her.. wadever i do was really sux... haiz...
wondering am i ready fer relationship a not..? i dunno.. dunno how to describle too.. last nite went to find david at Sembawang park.. and kevin too.. den we ride bike... around.. den went fer supper.. den play poker.. wanted to cal amos.. but he nv ans de cal eh.. slp ler ba? hmm.. i really glad i had friends around mi hu can able to accompany.. thx alot man..
sch gonna open sch ler... i guess another prob i will gonna encounter soon.. wanna bet? i am sure it will happen.. i oso dunno hv de time a not.. even she 1 day gt like another person.. i dun feel surprise at all.. hmm.. my senses beri zhun de hor... let wait and see ba.. dun dare to tink any futher.. c0s it will jus hurt even more.. feel like i gettin serious case nw man.. haiz.. always trap myself in tis type of prob... am i siao or wad? might...
she fall sick ler.. haiz.. u see.. cant even let her be healthy... was such failure man... wanted to concern her more.. but seems like wadver i say was jus thrown in de rubbish bin... haiz.. why does she nid to over react on something... she say if we understand more, everything goes fine.. really goes fine ma? i dunno... own ger oso cant be close wif.. like tt cal together ma?
jus feel everything goes sux man.. how long can i tah han... i dunno... jus feel i cant bear it.. i am tryin my best ler.. really put in wad ever effort i can ler.. but wad return was an empty heart? zhen de hao tong.. dunno why i always so serious in a relationship but de other party wasnt serious? whole day.. we sms nt even 5.. haiz.. u tel mi how am i gonna do to carry on.. dunno la.. we see how la.. tml gonna out wif meteor fer swimmin.. feel more happy ba.. friends.. thx alot man..!
JinngYi
released at.. [7/22/2006 06:30:00 PM]
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today plan to watch movie wif her? heex... well.. it must be a happy day i guess.. but seems like, things dun goes smoothly u noe... almost over slp again... but she called and chat wif mi in her class.. -.- AMKSS so gud de meh? lols.. like ITE lor.. wahaha.. den.. reach her sch at 12.45 sharp.. was like walkin to her sch lor.. si bei far.. sweat like siao... den ask her buy drink fer mi.. den told her i dun wan green tea... she go buy green tea.. piangX... was like.. sian... den her god sis all come out.. jus to look at mi? am i a bad guy? lols.. but overall ok ba..
den we gonna be late fer de movie.. den i went to withdraw money... den tt farkin damn machine.. cannot withdraw 20 bucks.. den went to north point.. same.. -.- piang.. den go back to MRT station de 2nd machine.. piang.. den was like.. sianz.. den de time is already 2pm.. de show start at 1.45 lor...
shld i happy or nt? i dunno.. seems like i make her sad... izzit my mistake? i guess it is.. maybe of wad i done ba? haiz.. she seems to be unhappy after watchin de movie...
ah yio... bu zhi dao la... but den.. haiz... nw den i relise... lovin her too much is oso a sin u noe... hmm... in fact... wad wrong have i done? i really dunno.. i really in a doubt... dun even wan mi to sent her home? haiz.. den i jus suits wad she like ba.. respect her and her decide... as long as she dun feel unhappy... is such a failure u noe.. make her so unhappy..
today will be my last day meetin her ler la... dunno whether i still gt time to mit her again ma... haiz... sch going open on monday ler... i realloy hope my time table is like beri early relase de... so can go find her.. hope everything goes smoothly ba... let things goes by its natural...
JinngYi
released at.. [7/21/2006 07:48:00 PM]
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hi... back fer bloggin again.. miss mi ma? lolx... its really long i nv go update ler.. hahaz.. always like tt de.. c0s i dunno wad to write ma.. haha...
hmm.. well.. these fews days really alot of tings happen eh.. but hor.. is a happy things i guess? hahaz... yesterday went to Seng Kang to play bball wif meteor de friends.. hehex.. well.. so long nv play ball fer so long ler... was like.. i sweat alot lor.. hahaz.. so do meteor friends.. hehe...
oh ya.. found de 1 hu cares and loves.. well.. these days was really happy spendin wif her.. my last week of holiday ler... dunno after sch open i still gt de time to pei her ma.. gotta rush wif sch works and projeks.. haiz.. tink of tt i jiu sianz diao la... haiz...
HmMm.. hahaz.. i oso dunno wad to write ler eh.. i jus hope my day being wif her will nv ends and feelings nv fade.. heex.. hmm.. can ba.. well.. nth to write ler la.. tata~ lOls.. take cares guys... heex...
JinngYi
released at.. [7/20/2006 05:09:00 PM]
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surprise~~~!!! hahaz... back in action again.. opps.. so kua zhang.. haha.. =x
yea.. is long since i last update nor.. haha.. well.. actually there's nth to write ma.. so nv update nor.. =) oh ya.. i noe some frien in my camp so interesting... haha.. she is so lame... quite gd and easy going frien to be wif.. haha.. went out wif her tt day fer movie.. haha.. SUPERMAN.. u noe de show was like so lame u noe.. haha.. but overall quite fun la.. c0s was at de camp gathering.. den nth to do den head fer movie show.... haha..
oh ya.. tt day oso went sentosa wif her wif Meteor friends.. well.. she can get well along wif my friends.. haha.. tok alot.. and she oso like to crap.. haha.. lame~ they tot i was like aftering her? haha.. no la.. she gt BF ler la.. and they are happy together u noe... she was quite sporty... lol.. dunno izzit quarell wif her BF.. but she seems like dun wish to tok abt her BF.. so i didnt ask much... jus to respect her ba.. if she wanna say she will tel mi ba... =)
ya.. tml going to WGS... go back old sch ler.. haha.. go see see de ex junior and de FOOD there.. woot.. haha.. go there play basketball oso.. hehex.. today was like so lonely u noe.. alone going down to red hill buyin de stupid fridge stuff.. waste my bloody time... damn it... and short of 1 small little plug.. and wan mi go down and buy again.. fark u! i wun waste my time go down again.. kns... today oso go pay my bills and do all those stuff which haven do yet.. haha.. den went to JP fer golden village to write de job application.. haha.. hope i can get de job wor.. haha...
her bday is comin.. ya.. wanted to ask her out.. i dunno she wanna go out a not.. as she say see 1st.. hmm.. see how ba... i wait lor.. haha.. jus nw oso bought her bday present liao.. lol.. abit too early rite? ah ya.. i oso duno hv de time to buy a not.. sch going to open soon ler.. =) haha.. k la.. that's all.. tata~
JinngYi
released at.. [7/11/2006 07:21:00 PM]
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hi ya...! back frm my YMCA camp.. sry wor.. was suppose to be back at sunday de.. but den.. i too tired to blog.. =).. YMCA camp was damn fun... i got to noe alot of pple tis time rather den last time.. haha...
1st day of de camp.. woke up at 12pm.. haha.. den faster go pack my things.. c0s meetin hairi and enard 1.30.. haha.. everythings was done.. head off to meet dem.. yea.. enard was late.. ah ya.. always late.. haha! den we reach de St Gabriet Sec Sch.. c0s de camp was at there.. many pple haven reach yet wor.. so when to explore de sch.. that sch was really damn holy man.. haha... den saw some pple play bball.. den went to join dem.. 1 word to describle dem.. too volient meh.. dunno how to play bball. but nvm la.. jus play lor.. after tt... hairi and my client was here.. i mean my buddy... haha.. den u guess wad.. i look after faisal man.. gosh.. dead! i hope he dun gif mi any special power... haha... my roomates... Yiwei.. look after en kwang.. LOLX... tats was my buddy last time... i told him hw to look after him.. he nid to be fierce to him.. if nt he dun obey u.. he hv a hard time during 1st day.. god bless him.. wahaha... telematches and tent building was normal.. c0s i didnt get de chance to play.. c0s faisal cant play.. sianz! =x 1st nite.. wasnt a gud nite.. headach.. he dun wan SLP! well.. i was expected...! haha... so jus guard de room lor... de whole room onli faisal nv slp.. den mi n hairi cant make it ler.. den we slp.. after tt he slp...
2nd day.. well.. over slp! haha.. too tired.. slp fer 2 hr nia.. wash up and head to canteen fer breakfast.. after tt, we preparing fashion dressing and mask making fer to nite camp fire and disco nite.. haha.. after tt.. we head to east coast park fer sand caslte building.. haha.. is was fun u noe.. but faisal dun wanna join de gang.. den everything was so SIANZ!! siting down there look at de sea.. well.. at least still gt friends to accompany to tok too.. haha! abt 5.30 we head back to de sch fer wash up and rest.. den dinner.. u noe wad? i bath faisal 1st.. haha.. den later no nid bath him liao... hv a hard time bathin if there's a lot of pple.. so head to canteen fer dinner den camp fire ler.. haha.. we cheer and shout.. well.. almost no voice liao.. but i guess de most exciting part is de disco dance.. haha.. every1 was dancing.. so does faisal.. he onli noe 1 stroke.. "in and out" u guy noe wad i am saying? haha.. i dance wif him too.. jus to make him veri veri tired... so tat he could slp to nite...after tt.. Clementi MINDS teacher came.. sawing mi dancin wif faisal.. haha.. so fun man.. haha.. well.. he dance till vomit.. -.-" sianz.. nid to bath him again.. but den his teacher say no nid.. jus wash up can ler.. wahaha! not i say de ar... so by all means lor...miss WORLD CUP!! sianz la.. cant watch.. cant slp... c0s faisal NV SLP! WTF....!!! i already try my best to make him slp liao!!! den he gif mi BOMB!!! he urine!!! NB~~ den help him wash.. WTF!!! haiz.... suan ler la.. den mi and hairi slp liao.. but den.. onli 4 hours nia.. sianz -.-"
3rd day... last day liao!!! haha... we are late fer breakfast..c0s hv a hard time wake faisal up.. den i nid to wash him up.. so do i... by de time reach there... almost all de food gone.. too bad fer him den.. haha! cleaning up de room and prize givin.. yeah! CAMP BLISS gt 2nd! and Yiwei gt de Best volunteer award.. he ought to hv.. c0s en kwang was hard to look after... lol..foto taking and etc... u guess wad.. when faisal was leaving.. he's teacher called mi.. den i nv look after him.. on de way to bus.. HE LOST!!! OMG!! WTF!!! i went round de farkin sch to find him.. siao liao la... ran and ran.. abt 10 mins.. found him.. he board de bus and go liao.. phew.. tmd.. last day like tt gif mi special power... sianz 1/2...
hmm.. overall.. YMCA camp was fun man.. i noe alot of friends.. haha! and experice on how to look after disable pple.. haha.. actually they are quite fun pple being wif.. =).. gosh.. i slp fer 20 hrs after i come back... haha... pig sia mi.. k la.. gtg.. tata~
JinngYi
released at.. [7/04/2006 12:45:00 PM]
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=) yio... wad shld i write fer today post? lolx.. oso nth to write... hMm.. i guess i already 1 week nv go sch ler la... really gettin out of hand ler.. haha.. darn..
today woke up abt 1 -2 plus.. den hairi wanna meet up fer lunch.. haha.. den ok lor.. den he come ler.. we go eat and and chit chat.. ya.. tml YMCA camp ler.. sianz... jus receive de camp booklet... sianz 1/2..so long.. i oso lazy to read la... jus see wad to bring fer tml jiu hao.. haha. haven even pack my bag eh.. LOL...
den was playing playstation wif hairi.. den tt stupid Miss Eunic ang cal.. fer de interact team building.. ma de.. waste my bloody time.. tml nid to go down sch get consent form fer my member... sianz la.. tml gt camp eh.. i wan slp more de eh.. haiz.. suan ler la. ask yanbin to pass de consent form to my member.. sick and tired of interact.. farkin waste my bloody time..
HmMm.. will be out fer 3 days 2 nite.. wun be online.. u guys dun miss mi huh.. anything cal sms or cal mi.. opps =x.. soo BHB.. haha.. well.. i hope tis YMCA camp dun gif mi any headach.. haha.. ok la.. i guess tat all fer today entries ler la.. i go rest and later nid to pack my bag fer de camp... oso dunno wad to bring oso.. haiz.. tata~
JinngYi
released at.. [6/29/2006 06:55:00 PM]
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hi guys... it was so long since my last blog ler.. ah ya.. anyway.. oso no1 will see.. LOL.. =x.. these 2 days sick nah.. yao si diao ler la...
last sat was a happy sat sia.. hmMm.. went to sing ling mei de bday bbq.. wow.. there's many pple there wor.. all frm wgs de.. haha... so happy to see dem wor.. hmm.. abt 2 plus.. reach singling hse.. darn.. i was de 1 at there 1st.. wtf.. si bei sianz.. saw RQ... helpin god ma do de food tingy.. haha.. den went to play gunz at singling hse.. haha.. hmm.. nt long amos and david come ler.. onli we 3 sia.. den jiu help carry bbq things to vista park lor..
dunno y hor.. always go so early.. den at there 3 of us face de tree and wgs.. haha.. den start to kick football.. and crap wif amos and david.. haha.. i admit la.. these days seldom go out wif meteor de pple.. well.. my frien in ITE meet ler mi ma.. wad to do.. den was being shoot as pang seh.. haiz..suanz ler la..about 6 plus.. den jiu many pple came ler.. some dunnoe de.. some frm wgs de.. hahaz.. but overall % de pple i noe.. opps =x am i hao lian? LOL... jk jk.. hmm..den pamela oso come ler..
nv really tok to her at 1st ba.. c0s i dunno wad to say.. den pple say i so dao.. even biyu come ler david oso say hi to her.. ah ya. i jus dunno how to say ma.. den slowly jiu gt tok to her.. haha.. yeah! LOL anyway, frien nia.. but dunno y they think mi and her beri close as if i wooin her like tt... nah... den after tt jiu amos tok to her liao.. LOL.. den i go around tok to god ma and her friends.. those aunty are damn good to mi sia.. kip on feedin mi.. haha.. xin fu...
about 11 plus.. i go home ler.. catch de 901 bus frm vista park to interchange.. den pamela jiu sms wo.. haha.. oso smsin elieen.. hmm.. hai hao lor.. she feel rather unhappy wif her bf la.. reach home.. still beri energy eh... jiu watch Shen Diao Xia Niu (Condor Hero).. borrow frm Choon kiat de.. LOL.. DVD sia.. 1 disc dunno how many hours.. LOL.. sad thing which i was havin fever on sun den mon oso... mon was suppose to go sch de.. but fever kip go up and down.. 37degree to 39degree.. going die liao...
today feelin betta ler.. 37 degree... was suppose to go team buildin de dragon boat de... but den i tink i betta slp.. if nt jiu si diao ler.. LOL... hmm.. i tink i go rest ler la.. tata~
JinngYi
released at.. [6/27/2006 01:44:00 PM]
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wad a long day to spend today.. haiz... everyday seems to pass so slow... mayb lonely ba.. den will be feelin time passes slow...
last nite... watch tv whole day.. sianz.. no show and stupid show i oso watch.. nt like mi sia.. haha.. went to see my friendster last nite.. hMmm.. wrote some testi fer pple.. den read thru all my testi tt pple sent mi.. haha.. saw wq de testi that she wish mi happy day and stuff.. haha.. feel kinda warm and memories flying around.. haha.. so funny tt day... so young and im mature.. haha.. saw my friends wrote that wishes mi gud luck and her.. feel so stupid.. haha..
today wake up late... haha.. suppose to do projek.. den faster prepare and change.. den went all de way to jurong point.. darn.. always there.. so far... haiz.. bo pian.. my frien all live there.. anyway.. while waking pass my hse to bus stop and block.. i start to tink of jacqueline.. haha.. surprise huh? LOL.. oso dunno why.. mayb tat path i used to walk wif her.. haha.. thinkin of how i noe her.. how funny is it.. tat wad pple called abt life.. wad ever things tat u hv done... after think back.. u will feel funny, warm.. and oso REGRETS.. in de train.. wanna sms her.. but suddenly feel my angel are tryin to stop frm doing it.. but my devils wan mi to sent her a sms...
mayb bec0s i didnt receive any sms frm her whenever i sent her sms.. well.. it might be.. i scare i will be bothering her again.. which i tink i am these days.. kip on sms her... haha.. nvm.. gonna july ler.. and soon august... well.. august.. 7th of August.. haha.. memorable day huh? LOL.. wonder able to ask her out a not.. i doubt soo.. nvm ba.. haha...
HmMm.. today.. projek 50% almost done.. haha... so gud.. but hv to worry fer EBP de projek.. haiz.. everyday so worry.. abt 3-4 plus.. den head to meet hairi to play pool.. c0s si bei sianz.. i already broke ler la.. left so less money to spend fer de YMCA camp.. die liao..
tml singling mei mei de bday wor.. haha.. yucks.. suddenly so mushy.. haha.. well.. wish her happy bday wor.. tml can see ah xiang liao wor.. haha.. miss him neh.. haha.. jk jk =x.. anyway.. tml will be a happy day wif no worrys ba.. but when ever i head to vista area.. will started to tink of wad wq has done to mi.. de kinda hurt.. is my hate to her gettin more? i dunno.. i jus feel i am stupid.. wad fer hate her.. is already de past.. and most impt is none of my business nw... anyway.. i'm being happy leadin my days nw.. i feel memories and admire will be must more lovely rather den u woo some1 and fail in de end... so i rather kip de memories and feelin to her in my heart.. no conflict oso.. =) sry ar.. my ang mo abit lan hor.. haha... tata~
JinngYi
released at.. [6/23/2006 06:43:00 PM]
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yio.. back fer bloggie again... haha.. at last... no more exam liao.. today finish exam ler!!! haha.. but den.. nw nid to stress abt projek liao ler la... haiz....
today whole nite slp fer 2 hrs onli.. den head to sch fer de POM exam ler.. i can say.. i really feel like bangin de wall la.. wad de hell.. wad i study all nv come out... nv study wan all cm out.. such a waste of time studying like shit...!
last nite.. play Gunz Online.. haha.. new game wor.. nt bad.. quite challengin and fun.. haha.. hmmm.. later wana go play liao ler.. LOL... den later meet hairi to watch world cup..
so bored ar my life.. haha.. onli game game game.. wanna go find work ler la..my thoughts of wanna sms her and chat come again.. but seems like i dun hv de courage la... well.. jus let things by its natural.. LOL... ok la.. i go play game ler.. nth to update oso...
JinngYi
released at.. [6/21/2006 10:06:00 PM]
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Boring Day~
2nd post fer tis blog ler wor.. haha.. actually dun intend to blog today.. c0s wanna go study ler.. tml having Principle Of Marketing(POM) de exam eh... but i jus nw de afternoon study till head going to crake ler la..
hmm.. today miss lesson again.. nv go sch... haha.. c0s too tired ler la.. dunno y nw a days so tired eh.. last nite no1 dota wif mi eh... so went to maple to train.. haha. lvl 83 liao.. haha.. i so lame.. still play stupid game.. haha.. hMmm..
today met hairi.. he came my hse.. den study together.. haha.. i gonna by gay wif him soon.. opps.. jk la.. i like gers nt guys.. haha.. hmm.. dunno wad de hell hairi doing la.. seems like dun wan study.. kip wanna play play station wif mi.. wahaha.. lucky b4 he come my hse i gt study.. haha.. chapter 1 -4.. later continue 4-6 liao.. sianz lor..
after exam still nid to worry fer projek oso.. wtf lor.. haiz.. but nvm la.. still few more months to go den jiu graduate liao ler.. heex... these days.. seldom dota liao.. all like nt free to dota wif mi eh... haix... without doing things.. started to tink back abt de past.. all past memories strike back... jacqueline, wenqing... tis 2 gers.. used to be v impt in my life.. haha.. tink of de happy days.. i started to smile.. haha..
nah.. is all de past.. with or without dem.. life have to continue.. haha... anyway... i still did tok to jac.. nah... friends onli.. i guess she oso ba.. =) sometime wanna start a tok wif her.. but.. i tink and tink.. last time used to say i wun bother her any more.. so gif up tokin to her.. anyway oso dunno to tok to her.. haha.. anyway.. tml exam ler.. gud luck wor.. jia you...
JinngYi
released at.. [6/20/2006 10:04:00 PM]
Boring Day~
2nd post fer tis blog ler wor.. haha.. actually dun intend to blog today.. c0s wanna go study ler.. tml having Principle Of Marketing(POM) de exam eh... but i jus nw de afternoon study till head going to crake ler la..
hmm.. today miss lesson again.. nv go sch... haha.. c0s too tired ler la.. dunno y nw a days so tired eh.. last nite no1 dota wif mi eh... so went to maple to train.. haha. lvl 83 liao.. haha.. i so lame.. still play stupid game.. haha.. hMmm..
today met hairi.. he came my hse.. den study together.. haha.. i gonna by gay wif him soon.. opps.. jk la.. i like gers nt guys.. haha.. hmm.. dunno wad de hell hairi doing la.. seems like dun wan study.. kip wanna play play station wif mi.. wahaha.. lucky b4 he come my hse i gt study.. haha.. chapter 1 -4.. later continue 4-6 liao.. sianz lor..
after exam still nid to worry fer projek oso.. wtf lor.. haiz.. but nvm la.. still few more months to go den jiu graduate liao ler.. heex... these days.. seldom dota liao.. all like nt free to dota wif mi eh... haix... without doing things.. started to tink back abt de past.. all past memories strike back... jacqueline, wenqing... tis 2 gers.. used to be v impt in my life.. haha.. tink of de happy days.. i started to smile.. haha..
nah.. is all de past.. with or without dem.. life have to continue.. haha... anyway... i still did tok to jac.. nah... friends onli.. i guess she oso ba.. =) sometime wanna start a tok wif her.. but.. i tink and tink.. last time used to say i wun bother her any more.. so gif up tokin to her.. anyway oso dunno to tok to her.. haha.. anyway.. tml exam ler.. gud luck wor.. jia you...
JinngYi
released at.. [6/20/2006 10:04:00 PM]
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My 1st Entries fer my New Bloggy
yea... so long nv blog liao wor.. tis is my new bloggy.. nice ma? haha.. spend 1 hour doing it.. should be alrite la hor? haha.. anyway... i hope u guys must tag tag ar... =x
Hmm.. wad should i write fer my 1st entry? Lolx.. world cup nw is on! seen many matches liao.. but oso skip many days fer lesson liao.. Omg.. haha.. tis wed Exam ler wor.. POM.. must study ler.. after exam.. stress fer projek again.. sad case.. haha...
last fri de PhP... i hope i can pass jiu hao ler.. nv expect anything much.. haha... c0s is really stress u noe.. seeing de HTML and PHP codes.. can go mad liao ler la.. haha. hmm..
tis Sat Lao Mei Singling bday bbq.. hmm.. haha.. den next week jiu YMCA camp liao wor.. den jiu holiday liao.. yea! Bingo..! lOl.. anyway.. i will update soon... tata~
JinngYi
released at.. [6/19/2006 04:57:00 PM]
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